( OOC note, Kane has access to this entry through audio means since he's always guarding her ) *Recording entry whatever starts up* Hsss..John givess great back rubss... did mention that? Hs Hs Hs Talked to Ikaris pet Kane an bit.... he'ss...helping me with my anger.. and sstuff.....to think i ussed to want him dead.... Tssk Reasson being Kane iss at tribe iss causse iss guarding me... Ssen and alliesss attacked again.... cut my armss off.. SStorm helped and healed..thankss her for that. * a pause* I.....have been having thosse dreamss again.... With Ssen... and FireDrinker...and...and... * her voice trembles as she talks, as does her breathing * Iss alwayss hass them... no matter what.... iss sscary... tssk.. look at me...a chief talking about being sscared... Hsssk.. * the recording ends*
* Recording entry whatever starts up* Hsss.. I feel....Fantassstic!. That Sshaman...Grampy-Bone.... He... The Sspiritss exisst..! I.. Holy sshit... * recording entry ends*
*Recording entry whatever starts up* Hsssss.... Iss having thosse nightmaress again...they..sscare chief. The Sshamanss markingss sstopped working.. * her breath is shaky and she stutters with words every now and then * Needss to talk to Pan again.. Thesse need to sstop.. iss lossing ssleep over them.. * a pause* Ssen... either killss chief..in different sscenarioss.. or... becomess hiss sslave... Hssss Hssss Hss... iss... * moving noises are heard* Hsss Each dream.... each.. sstab... each....t-touch... I can feel them.. ass if they were real.. I don't like it... * a couple of minutes of silence other then breathing is aired then the recording ends *
*Recording entry whatever starts up* * terrible wheezing is heard* H-hss.. h..ad... hea..rt... a.tt.ack... I-Iss...g..oing...to..die...ssoon.....kn..o..wss...it... *the recording ends*
* recording entry whatever starts up* Hsssk Hsssk Floran Ssen getting on nervess... where the hell iss all protection from sstupid Usscm humanss?! Huh?! Who the fuck iss missfit anyhow?! Fucking... argh..! * sthe recorder gets slammed, and it cuts out *
* Recording entry whatever starts up* * loud hissing is heard* Thiss iss getting fucking sstupid.. FireDrinker ssuddenly posstss again.. on sstarnet.. about Yungss death I do not undersstand him anymore! Where the hell iss he?! Iss sstill god damn loyal to him... but...thiss iss getting ridiculousss... where are you Fire? Sspeaking of Yung... * a long angered sigh is heard* * the recorder gets slammed again, it cutting off with more static*
* Recording entry whatever starts up* * she starts off with a long, exhausted sounding sigh* Iss finally back home... after coming back from that hell hole.. iss finally back... iss not back even one day and sshit acts up again.. Had meeting with basstard badsstar and human cole... Hsss.... i want to kill them.. sso much... but of coursse Asstora decidess to play nice and get john to remove the blacklisst on them. and then he hass the fucking nerve to ssaying i'm the one that made john hollow... I'M THE ONE THAT MADE HIM DO THAT?! Asstora you're my friend. but by the ssun do i hate you mosst of the time... * a pause* thesse sscarss... won't heal.. ssoon.. Hsss... I... jussst hope... John.. sstill lovess me... after everything... I hope.. the wedding will be alright... Not to many are going to come. Only one human... ass far ass i know.... Asshlyn... i hope i can trusst you... I'm....losssing people to trusst... * below is a list attached to the audio file of all the people she thinks she can trust * John Astora Most of tree Franz Maybe most of order Nix Storm Sativa Pan P-8 TON Ashlyn Kane .... FireDrinker. * next is a verse of something, maybe from music. * I'm sick and I'm twisted I'm broken you can't fix it Don't make me, cause I'll do it Red button and we'll all go Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno... They'll think I'm insane but you'll all know my name Into the river below...I'm running from the inferno... I'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame * end recording and text document *
* recording entry whatever starts up * * a loud yawn is heard * finally had good nightss resst, with john.. wass... normal... again. iss happy. Did... have dreamss though... not bad oness... but.. good oness.. finally. Fire returned..in one... wass... happy.. * metal clunking is heard, mostly likely john moving in his sleep * I... misss him..FireDrinker.. Why won't you come home? to the home i had to rebuild... For our home, and our tribessman... *sniffle * I wissh... everything wass back ass it once wasss... when everything wass normal.. Damnit... ssnap out of it ssharp... you can't cry.. he'll be backss... iss knowss itss.. * a sigh is heard as the recording shuts off *
*text entry * Hsss Ssativa gave early wedding gift! gave necklesssess for John and sself! iss sso pretty! * end text entry *
* recording entry whatever starts up * Hsss.. damn .. damn... just.... damn everything.... * light clutter movements * I...feel sso alone....right now... It hurtss.. i dont want to be alone.... i'm not... either... but... i feel...like i am.... Don't...want to be alone again... make it sstop.... *recording entry ends *
*Recording entry whatever starts up* * she starts off with a cough, her voice sounds raspy and she sounds severely distressed* I...can't do thisss.. I can only trusst john... But will be matter of time... where he lossess trusst in me... Where... everything will end. Iss twissted, inssane. broken.... you can't fix broken... you jusst can't.. not like thisss you can't... *recording entry ends *
*Recording entry whatever starts up * John... John told me.... about the plan... for FireDrinker... back then.. He... Asstora... He'ss a traitor... John.. iss the only one. THe only one. I can trusst around here anymore.. Everyone elsse... they plotss.. they.. they.. want to take me down, like Fire did... I'm... Alone.... Once.. More... Hass... no one.. But John... No one elsse... * recording entry ends *
*Recording entry whatever starts up * I've.... made up with Asstora... I will never forgivess him for the plot againsst Fire.. But... He isss of the Taranic family...My brother... asss he putss it. In other newsss.. Traitor meat biter came upss again.... made messs with Aridssand and hiss tribessmanss... Will ssell him into sslaveryss.. maybesss unlesss can eatss himss * she sighs * Ssulik hass left again.... hasss...lossst trusst in him.... * she sniffles * I lossst a friend... all becausse he doessn't like the way i do thingss... * hisses are heard * Hass planss for Aridssand and hiss tribe... jusst hope it workss * the recording ends *
