Alright... Thanks to Katsura, I'm considering locking the thread. I put this here to inform and to vent... Not to have my brother insulted by low-life, idiotic Florans who have nothing better to do than defame people they never even met and mock the misery of their family and friends. I hope you rot in Hell, Katsura. When you die, nobody will mourn. ~Blade's Edge
You're not the only one who has lost someone in this way. My father went insane too, I had to kill him before he harmed others. My suggestion is to keep off Starnet and keep in the company of close friends. Allow yourself to mourn, then move on, a stronger person.