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Lydia's Diary App

Discussion in 'Character Journals' started by Kai, Feb 17, 2014.

  1. Kai

    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    ENTRY 450
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    So Pulsy gave me like a fucking SACK of gold and jewels and whathaveyou. It's under my bed now.
    Literally sleeping on a pile of gold.
    Hella.
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    I don't know if I should hate or be indifferent to that fake.
    He's just in dad's husk of a cloned body, right?
    He's a different person.

    I don't think he noticed me syncing up his logs to my PDA, I got to read his entries back then till now. He draws like dad. He types like dad. He talks like dad.
    But he isn't.
    Experience makes the person right?
    ...Right?
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    (ノ゜∇゜)ノ*・゜゚・*☆Sergeant Bachmeier☆*・゜゚・*ヽ(゜∇゜ヽ)
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    Lookin at my bank account like what up, 28,435 pix, ayyyy. (ㆁᴗㆁ✿)
    That Sam guy though, giving me that 20 vox just to do dumb shit.
    Am I lucky or what? (≖ω≖✿)
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    I <3 my family.
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    ENTRY 530
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    Sometimes you don't know what's real anymore.
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    "It hurts me to see my family likes this.
    He's... he's letting this get to him bad. You don't look at your loved one slowly deteriorate like this and say nothing.
    But I did.
    Frankly, I don't know if he is thinking straight, he seems on the edge, scared, lost.

    -she took a deep breath-
    Like dad.
    -she sighed-
    His face... makes me think of dad's face at that cliff. Holding the shotgun, shivering.
    Big, sad eyes that felt empty.
    The same expression. Tired, but restless. In fear, and lost.
    -her voice seems to break, going shaky-
    I can't lose him. It's selfish, I know. I'm letting him dig deeper in his own hole. But what do I do?
    I'm barely nineteen. I didn't want this life. I didn't want these choices."

    -there were sounds of her quietly breaking down, softly sobbing, mumbling under her breath, for a few minutes-

    "He's becoming like dad. I see him as my dad.
    I don't want him to end up like dad.
    Why do I destroy everything I touch?
    Why do I hurt everyone I love?
    Why do I exist?
    What's the point?"
     
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    Kai hey im kai and this is jackass

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    "Semua dah tak betul, dah. Aku dah penat.
    Penat.
    Semakin hari, semakin teruk muka dia.
    Semakin hari, semakin tak terkawal hidup aku.
    Aku penat.
    Penat."

    ((ooc note: it's not tagalog, it's malay, but i'm too lazy to get my friend to translate for me, sooo.))
     
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    "This is not a happy story, and there are no happy endings."

    >> ACCOUNT "PINKTIGER69" HAS BEEN TEMPORARILY SELF SUSPENDED. IF YOU ARE THE OWNER, PLEASE GO TO SETTINGS, AND UNTICK THE OPTION FOR "SUSPEND ACCOUNT" <<
     
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