March 10th, 2417 It's over… me and Conner… he's left me… he says it's because he doesn't wanna hurt me anymore, but this is the worst pain I've ever felt. I sometimes wish… I could just go back in time and fix things, just… adopt Holly… adopt Katie… do things right with Conner… No. I'm done, I don't even know if I'd want Conner back if he came and offered. I'm sick of love… the only thing I still love is my family… But what kind of entry would this be if I complained about my issues with Conner the whole time? … a normal one, i guess… sadly… But no. I'm going to do this right now. I'm moving the babies crib back to my room, and I'm gonna be the best mom I can be. That's my life now, I have kids… they are my life now, all three of them. I always had a dream… maybe one day I could have a little girl… I guess that dream is over now. I gotta focus on my job more, I'm assistant manager and I really gotta put more into it… I'm not alone. I have a family to look after. My beautiful children, they keep me company. I'm only 23, Katie is 17, we can relate… she's like… like my new best friend! I wish I still had friends… but after Conner… they're all gone… I'm not gonna be sad anymore, im tired of being sad… im going to enjoy life. … I hope. -Caroline
March 28th, 2417 You know, I guess you never really know how bad a relationship was for you until it's over and you turn around and realize you left all of your true friends behind for it. That was me a few days ago, I finally decided to try to get back out there and make some friends. I honestly thought everyone hated me, but... Then I found Xander again. Wow, I can't believe I left him and his wife (Alex) behind for Conner, they are such amazing people, and I just love being with them so much. They have a little baby on the way, and I'm so excited! I hope they know that I'll always be available to watch the baby, I love watching kids! Holly and Katie and my little baby, I've already got loads of practice right? How hard can a little eggy be, if I already am raising a human baby? Human babies are like, universally known for just being really messy and needy and stuff so, I mean... ya. To summarize, Xander and Alex are great, and babies are also pretty cool. -Caroline
