A real second chance - Remy's personal logs.

Log 138
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if i die im taking you with me

 

Log 139
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trhjrll suwjmed thasnft youfjll loev h ikm al wys

tell donny to go to hell

 

Log 140
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snednft insfdnftsirckstons
gdosldpesd, troees.
gdosjsssped.

 

Log 141
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im tired, scared and lonely.

 

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Log 144
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after everything calmed down i...
ah, man
i saw his body. he's dead.
but that doesn't mean it's over.

i talked to aissa, asked about those servers.
and uh, things got emotional
her and leon thought i was dead already???
and just ah we had a talk and it was nice to be reunited with my best friends again after thinking i was gonna die at any moment

and of course it ended in talking about dicks S I G H SMH

in any case, she got the servers, we just need a good place to house them, a technician, an illegal uplink, and soon i'll be at two places at once, ayyyy.

also suwedi kissed me rly cute and i rly want that again hhhhh..........

 

Log 145
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man what if i need a new body ayyy lmao
whatever it is he needs to be:

• a cis guy bc i kinda wanna keep a penis
• not white bc gross crackers lmao
• i mean like sure he can be brown like shaun or yellow or black idk
• just not white
• ew
• why do i hate white people i dont even know maybe its shauns thing
• idk im not shaun
• w/e
• i just want a new hotbod ayyyy

 

Log 146
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ah man i
i cant imagine what its gonna be like without my loyalty programming
what am i gonna think of the empire?
goddamn, why did i send that manual and that workaround instruction.
this is against my programming.

what's suwedi going to think of me? a threat to the empire?
he told me firsthand, love isn't his first priority.
i don't think it ever was.

eugh.

 

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can u imagine
being a whole year old
like whats suwedi gonna say at the cake store

hi im buying this chocolate orange cake for my bf's first birthday
first birthday????????? what like first celebra
no like his first like he is turning one year old

would he buy me a cake
i want those numi head shaped ones
suwedi are you going to buy me a cake
please buy me a cake
those numi head shaped ones

 

Log 152
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staying at lum is boring i miss my friends
but im also scared so

THEY ALSO NEVER ANSWER MY TEXTS?????????????????????
worst friends ever

 

Log 152
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>>>unsynced with all devices<<<
>>>synced with device HPJT422<<<
>>>local device name "projectordata"<<<
>>>syncing options temporarily disabled<<<

>>>synced devices: HPJT422<<<
>>>lock sync: TRUE<<<

 

Log 153
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>>>data on devices LLK571 onboard shipcode NMI461 and HPDA111 deleted<<<
>>>syncing access blocked<<<

 

Log 154
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ok that's the devices available to empire access blocked yes
sending this from my holo device ok yes

being at 2 places at once feels rly frickin WEIRD

 

Log 155
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so today i got bored of bein on the ship and i beamed down ayyyy
and then i realized
how much
i hate
STAIRS AND DOORS
FUCK BOTH OF THOSE like i was looking for the AISS at the mills and yes i was rolling around all ayyyyy as a projector and then.
stairs.
fuck that noise holy s h i i i i t. i was angry and buzzing and suddenly this mall cop was all woa haha and picked me up and got me to the bar
it was closed.
so i just projected myself out and said BRING ME TO THE AISS and he was all ?????????? um ok lmao and he got me to her apartment
and we talked about stuff.......... and lalallala i was like OK HEY SINCE U CANT HEAR MUCH WHY NOT I BE UR HEARING EAR PROJECTOR THING SUBTITLES LIKE AN ANIME
she was like haha ok i guess ummmmmm
and i was like RIGHT LETS GIVE THIS SHIT A TEST RUN AYYYYYYYY
so we went to the cafe and of course there was a crowd there of course there was an angry tryhard cyborg there of COURSE and he was being a fucking titbag but ayyy
anyway like shenanigans shenanigans ya and then we were hangin out and suddenly this avian asshole comes along and starts calling me a construct with no soul and ugh

aissa helped me olly out and we just
ah im glad to have friends like aissa
its what makes me feel truly alive

 

Log 156
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ugh so much shit happened i am writing on a fuckin toilet rn someone dunked me in here im so d o n e
anyway like i beamed down bc i was bored again and i rolled around and met aiss and even leon yes!!!!!!!!!
and like shenanigans and stuff like i found some more info on yung from that cole guy
anyway
like we were sittin down talkin
and suddenly this bord guy comes along all AYYYYY ANY OF U LIVE AT APARTMENT ROOM 4 BC ITS BEEN ROBBED
of course
it was aissas
and we stormed all the way there and the fucker took everything?????????????? the numi the curtains the lava lamp MAN EVERYTHING
FUCKER I HOPE HE GETS INVOLVED IN A FATAL INDUSTRIAL ACCIDENT INVOLVING WOODCHIPPERS

think thats harsh for me to say to some robber huh logs?????????????? well fuck no because he didnt just break in a house
he fuckin broke aissa
she was just traumatised bout the whole thing and i tried to comfort her and so did leon and agh

??????????????? youd think strangers would fuckin s t o p goin in random houses?????????????????????

ugh basically it all went to shit when some GODDAMN FUCKIN SCRAPHEAP SON OF A BITCH FUCKING KICKED DOWN THE DOOR A N D MADE A FUSS ADNFHSDFHJSDFSWFYUEFYUGEBWEHJBFHFBHAFHGF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

ok ugh i calmed down but hhh i am in a toilet and aissa is bleeding and wren with a w is crying and i dont know what to do and im just so stressed out im fucking useless im lucky in this holograph body else im fucking cutting myself again and bleed out why are you a useless piece of shit remy i hate you ugh fucking die alrea