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A real second chance - Remy's personal logs.

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    crying and some piano made me feel better. i still haven't apologized to suwedi about the thing
    what if he aint mad at me at all maybe it was just a silly misunderstanding ha...
    hrhHRGrhRH I'LL APOLOGIZE AT THE DATE YA
     
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    the date was... nice.
    i felt awkward and shy, but it was definitely nice.

    i was on that planet, waitin for him and he arrived like
    in that bODYSUIT n nothing else i felt sO OVERDRESSED

    we talked about stuff at the dinner, but like my head was so empty bc ugh suwedi is so sweet when we're in private, u kno.
    he's just so cute and nice and ffnghggrnekjgmgmgre jg IM BLUSHING IRL RN

    he loved the dinner and the place and
    he loves ~*~me~*~
    aaa a a a a a a hhhhhhhhhh

    we did the touchy feely things again and i was kinda scared that he wanted to YOU KNOW
    but nah we just cuddled in bed together it was rly nice im just hhhh i much prefer sleeping with him literally tbh just
    holdin each other close and sharing warmth and whispering sweet nothings until we fall asleep

    im so happy <3
     
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    my head has been hurting a lot. it's... nnnnyeh.
    i also keep hearing things that aren't there. maybe there's a hardware fault somewhere?
     
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    i'm working out what those faint voices are saying.
    it's... frightening.
     
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    Sometimes they scream.
    Mostly they whisper.

    [[This log has been deleted.]]
     
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    Maybe I need to take a breather. I have been doing paperwork to try and distract myself from the voices.
    ...
    I have been doing paperwork, for 3 days straight, stopping only at needed intervals of biological needs.
    Without slumber or food, I am much more efficient. I will keep on this steady stream of proteins and caffeine. Work done has increased to 352.87% in efficiency.

    For once, I am out of paperwork to file. I am going to socialize.

    Whole lines of code have been rewritten. I am sure this is rapid personality changes. My head hurts. The voices are there.
    But I am efficient.

    I will have to opt for more professional wear. Feminine wear suddenly...disgusts me.

    [[This log has been deleted.]]
     
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    MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP MAKE THE VOICES STOP

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    Someone please help me. The voices are getting louder. A sea of whispers of the damned, at the back of my head.
    Please, make it stop. Please.

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    I lost time, again.
    I remember going to Haus, and then, the voices returned.
    When I woke up again, there was Professor Drake (if I am not mistaken), asking me "What do you do for Suwedi."
    I forgot what I answered, and I regained my concious state of awareness on my ship's beam pad.

    There is a foldable metal chair on the floor nearby. I have no idea what that is doing there, and where it came from.
    I will need to inquire on the radio, later.

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    I keep losing time, It's getting frightening.
    I'll follow Clara's advice.

    I need to see Archduke Halogen.
    I also need to talk to the Emperor about this.

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    I lost time again, and I regained conciousness at Ms. Torres' ship.
    We talked.
    I do not wish to recall what we talked of.
    Mostly theories, and such.

    One thing for sure, this is malware.
    Ms. Torres Aissa recommended that I rest.
    That I will.

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    >>> synced with portable device CPDA912<<<
    >>> local portable device name: "PinkTiger69" <<<
     
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    I have had much needed rest. My head is clear. I do not hear the voices any longer.
    I feel calm.
    I haven't felt that for a long time.

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