This is a rundown on what this technique of indoctrination will do to you. -It resets one's emotional memories. For example, a happy memory from before indoctrination will no longer make you feel happy. On the other hand, a traumatic experience will now have little emotional impact. For the first few weeks or months, one may experience erratic mood swings and intrusive thoughts. As one becomes more experienced, however, they can more easily control their emotions, fine-tuning them to the situation. -A patron you choose to guide you during this time can easily mold your way of thinking, turning one into anything from an obedient slave to an exact emotional copy of the original. -You can, after attaining a decent level of experience with your new-found thought patterns, become far more understanding of your own feelings. Essentially you have very in-depth self knowledge, understanding your own hidden thoughts and desires. -You'd have a greater chance of gravitating towards the ideals of order and security, rather than freedom and chaos.
Uh, can some mod move this to Other Roleplay? I didn't think to do that before, and it doesn't really have a place here.