I'm a massive cunt. I commonly shit post, call people retards, attempt to hurt people emotionally, and generally am a smart ass when I believe someone is being idiotic, immature, or acting in a way that I deem appropriate for me to be a cunt at them. This is inappropriate, and more so, immature, unwarranted, and illicit. Recently, I made a sincere suggestion to attempt to assist someone who I thought was asking for help. This quickly dissolved into assumption on both parties that I was attempting to be a cunt, to which I defended myself . This only made me look like I was attempting to defend my cuntish behavior. After a discussion with Angre, I have realized by my self (with assistance from Angre, of course) that the problem is a deep-rooted one that I must address. I love this community, and I love everyone in this community. Every single last person here. There isn't one person I can think of that I wish wasn't here. Yes, even you . I want it to be known, that I will attempt to fix this behavior, so when I do make a suggestion, it comes across as sincere, and non-hostile. When I see someone doing something I think is wrong, stupid, immature, or unwarranted, I will instead take action with clear, conciseness words. And instead of going off on them and fighting 'childishness with childishness' I will instead allow the administrators to handle it. This will be something that takes time. It won't change over-night. Hard habits die hard, and this is no exception. I am very use to fighting idiocy with idiocy, and it is one of my favorite things to do, truly. There's not a lot more pleasurable then seeing my actions upset people I want to upset. I have only done this to people I feel who deserve it, and would not do this to 'innocents' as I commonly thought of them. This kind of thinking is very fucked up, and I want everyone to know I am here to fix this. Consider this permission to tell me when I am out of line. I may not like to admit it, I may even deny it. However, I do hope that from this, that others will not abuse this to make them-self's look like they're more powerful then me in a way. I do not like being treated like a child; I am young (19; 20 in September.) but I do understand self awareness, responsibility, and acceptance. With this being said, I will begin training those qualities much more. I am sorry to anyone I may of hurt. It pains me to admit all this, and strikes fear in me to make myself so vulnerable. I do not want to be placed on the lower pedestal because of this. I want to simply be given acceptance and be acknowledged that I am attempting to change. I would be very hurt if this was used against me to purposefully hurt me. I don't need to be admired, or thought of as being the 'bigger man'. I am not being the bigger man here, I am simply owning up to my actions. "lol fuck you expect me to read all this nigga? tl;dr cmon" tl;dr I am sorry. I will try to fix my behavior. Please tell me when I am being a cunt so I may realize and quit my behavior.
lol shut up you dumb dumb. Edit: I don't know you so well but self improvement is good stuff. I wish you luck.
Most of what I've seen from you indicates that you're a pretty kind and reasonable person, so I wouldn't worry too much. I appreciate that you're owning up to whatever behavior you feel you have to fix, so you're a super duper stand-up guy in my book at least.
You seem to be stand up in my book man. But yeah good to see some people owning up to their behavior.
I'm a massive cunt. ... Yeh, that's it. That's all I had to say myself. Just wanted to let you all know.
