#1st Entry -nd that should be voice to text plugged in?.. ohkay. Hello... helloooo. Check, check, tick tick! I am a robot, beep, beep... okay. So May... why are we doing this again?.. oh yeah... because we're on our own with nothing to do... again. That and maybe talking to a computer is kind of like having a friend twenty four seven or whatever time zone the planet turns at. Hm... and hope to get rid of this stutter. I'll edit all of the computer mess ups after recording I guess so I'm able to read this back to myself. So... topics. Mmm... I guess... its raining again outside? It almost always rains here. Not that I mind it raining or anything, just... small talk. Though it would be nice for you to talk back. I wish I would get round to finishing that AI of mine rather than give up and play games all day. -cut 30second silence- Inside the mind of May Izumi. Hm, rather crowded in here. Looots of data. Would be easy if I could just plug my brain into a databank. Clear out some of the things that stop me from being able to open my mouth around other beings and just talk to them without blushing, squeaking or staying silent. Sounds like something from a Science Fiction film or something. Though... I am sitting on a distant planet lightyears from what used to be earth. Guess that's a start... -cut 5minute 23second silence- Not really talking am I? Even to a computer I run out of things to say. I Guess I'll shut it off for today. Been the most I've talked to someone for weeks. Save Entry under 'C drive, May's folder.' -Entry end-
#2nd Entry -kay... its currently... two hours into the morning. Still raining, 'surprisingly'. I found a small drip coming from the ceiling today. Glad it was over the floor rather my tower or data servers. That would of suuckeed... had enough of tech repair this week. So... What to talk about. I need to practice this... coming up with things to say. Its just... I just cant find the right thing in my head or... or if it would be interesting to talk about. That and the whole being scared of talking thing. Funny how they work together... plotting way's of making me look like a total idiot in front of people. -cut 1minute 13second silence- Thinking back home... on the colony. I... really do regret doing what I did. Locking myself away like that after mother... hm. Looking back, I only just pushed away people who cared about me... did not see it like though. I'm such a spaz... -cut 54second silence- What do you think?.. Hm... I glanced back over the mess of code I used to call a half finished 'AI'. I guess it has been a few years since I started writing this thing. Kind of like looking back at my work with mother in the lab. She always said I would get better if I really put my mind to it. Heh... and then we would go raid the colony store for sweets while the quartermaster was off busy trying to beg the administrators for more security. I need food... Save entry under 'Cdrive, May's folder'. -Entry End-
#3rd Entry Hm, almost forgot about this thing. That... that's a lie. I've not had the drive to do this for a while... I have no excuse. Nothing interesting going on... just been feeling off I guess. -cut 23second silence- No... off would not skim the tip how I am feeling. Its just... I don't know... the isolation... being alone. Something I prefer... my safety net. Being alone was something I had always used to find comfort in. But... after feeling what it was like... having a friend. Having... having someone to... love. I do long for more interaction... its the only logical explanation, no matter how many times I run over the facts in my head. We're... social creatures, some clearly more than most... me, not so much. So... there's the problem... the solution however, is not so easy to locate. Omizu is right to not let me come with her to work. No where is safe in this system. I find it challenging enough talking to others... but in a room filled with people who are most likely to... hurt me. -cut 30second silence- I've nothing else for today. I guess I'll forget about working tomorrow... go for a walk or something. Save to 'Cdrive, May's folder'. -Entry End-
